Wiseman - James Blunt

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about the escaper
Arif Suonggo
Alias Merrill
Singapore/National University of Singapore

definition escapes
Simple, fun loving, submissive, heart for God. Most food are my friends especially braised pork! Fancy all kind of sports; bballing and extreme. Sketching, dancing, photoimaging, music are my cultures. Addicted to certain linear dressing; English. Greatest enemies; mosquitoes. Build for last is my prime.

past escapes
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009

soul mates
Rou Yu
Tingx
SUM
Hong An
Bengx
Si Hui
Tenny
Felicia(Mommiex)
Sevene
Ya hui

scream it

resources
Wreckin Crew Orchestra Phrase of the Day CWalk - Rayzor

Tuesday, July 1, 2008
What hurts the most

I have listened to this song for quite sometimes dating few months back. It touches my heart a lot.



I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do


another bitter escape
10:01 AM