Sunday, November 30, 2008

Is Ipod is your best friend?

Even until the world is through, it remains faithful and unconditional.
keeping all the same songs that you love to listen.
Even when the wall seems to close up on you,
the music will still keep on playing.
Even when you did badly for your papers,
somehow it could teleport your mind to somewhere else.
For certain reason, the melodies are like double edge swords.
It could perform a miracle and provides us contentment sufficiently deep,
but it could also increase your emotional threshold further after reminiscing the events that happened in the past.
But I am a biased owner,
only Coldplay, James Blunt and James Morrison can appease my appetite.
You are a biased owner too.
Don't you dare to deny.

I caught up with Zm a little bit yesterday after my work.
As the days go, he becomes sweeter and more chaste.
Haha.
I am not gay alright. But I admit you are just damn outright sweet.

'Sweet nectar'

So who inherit you with handicraft talent?

Facing below esplanade

This shot gonna be different in the morning
Anyway, I love the gift.

It was just a one day work at Sitec.
One of my boss will never fail to say this sentence when he sees me.
'Arif, nobody like you lei' in a friendly way
and he will never fail to give me a meal treat.
The supper at HK Cafe(Katong) was exactly his treat for all of us
in the hope to blow some wind to our scorching feet that
were the outcome of the incessant sales requirements.I got home at one wee hour in the morning.

When the world seems to crumble on you,
remain strong and faithful to him.
For good thing will happen to you in another aspect,
which is totally part of his plan.

another bitter escape
8:15 PM

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Coming to an end

November 27, Morning

Daily Light As the body without the spirit is dead, so faith without works is dead also.

Not every one that saith, ... Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. Holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord. Add to your faith virtue; and to virtue knowledge; and to knowledge temperance; and to temperance patience; and to patience godliness; and to godliness brotherly kindness; and to brotherly kindness charity. For if these things be in you, and abound, they make you that ye shall neither be barren nor unfruitful in the knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ. But he that lacketh these things is blind, and cannot see afar off, and hath forgotten that he was purged from his old sins. Wherefore the rather, brethren, give diligence to make your calling and election sure: for if ye do these things, ye shall never fall.
By grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God: not of works, lest any man should boast.

Gone are the days of marathon for my brain,
uncertain if I am in the tortoise in the rabbit race.
All I know is that I wanna try with all my might to run like a rat first.
I studied in school for whole days during weekends.
Skipping few meals in the pursuit of completing past year papers,
isn't easy especially with my empty stomach.
I am impressed of Jesmine's sheer determination to revise with us(me and Gerard)
during those days. Even though she stays so far away from school.

Either way, I do not have any regret at all even if I don't do well for the papers,
as I have given my all. I reminisced about those period when I studied for A level.
Those times were so much more convenient, simple and easier compared to my current workloads now.

Although the race is over for me, I have to resharpen my gears and tools to anticipate for the next race again. If only we take it as a learning process rather than a mere chore, I can hardly imagine how much enjoyment we will have in learning.
Regardless of all, like what you said is true to me. I can't live without studying. It has been part of my life.

I went to meet RY after my last paper today and caught 'Chihuahua' in action. What impressed me most is the German Shepherd and his obligation not only to his main profession, but his obligation as a loyal friend. This is not a conflict of interest, but rather practicing professionalism and this is in line with what I am studying for professionalism module. Haha!
I got a sweet Blackie RL from her.

I met Aaron, Gary and Gilbert afterwards. I wanna play host and it seems that I didn't do well
due to insufficient savings. All I could hope for is just a smile and your time. Nothing else is that
imperative to me for this special day of mine.

another bitter escape
11:36 AM

Monday, November 24, 2008

another bitter escape
5:34 AM

Friday, November 21, 2008

Revision Ethicality

Dear Diary,

I just finished my first paper yesterday. Blame it on my clumsiness, I discovered that it was supposed to be an open book test at the moment when I started to patronize the 'dull' four-legged structure, displaying the intimidating piece of white paper. Although it was just a sheet of paper, tinge of fear repletes me throughout the first fifteen minutes of the session.

I told myself that providing good answers does not has strong positive correlation with the amount of resources you bring in to the exam hall. I still believe that 'calmness' plays a greater role during examination. It is a quiet and strong necessity to propel your mind to think further.
After saying so much, I hope I don't screw up my paper.

I studied with Kystle, Timothy and Gerard at BK in Holland Village. Afterall, I haven't touched at least 2 modules that are gonna commenced next week. I have no time to contemplate why i have to finish six papers within a week. (First paper on thurs, last paper next thurs).

Dining with XO sliced fish mifen was delectable last night. There's no time to waste and I guess i will miss the whole Asia Conference this year.

Anyway, I caught Brock Lesnar vs Randy Couture on tube, the Ultimate Fighting Championship (UFC). The fight was short but intriguing. I hope another new season of UFC comes out soon. Cant wait to glue my eyes on it.

~To be continued (mugging hard now)~

another bitter escape
1:42 AM

Thursday, November 6, 2008

High on black and white

I am running wild on the black and white terrains.
Clutching every single notes and tunes.
Nothing is pleasing to the sight than what enter the auditory canal,
You are like my car for me to speed on.
Tool to express my emotion all over!
Sometimes it's hard to believe that you do not remember me
Except the time comes when i try to touch you.
A good song could bring me up to the sky,
But it could drain me down to the core abyss sometimes.
I cant stop to play 'Numb' by Linkin Park on you.
Like what Mike Shinoda says: "Practice makes perfect"

~My Ferrari Black and White Keyboard~

another bitter escape
7:02 AM