Dear Diary,

I feel so empty today. Even though I went for Hip Hop session by An An in O school, I still feel empty. My dancemates were so full of zeal that they wanna whack somemore at Republic Polytechnic. I turned down the offer as it will be too far for me to go home if i join them.

On my way home, I think about my life. Somehow i regret that i fail to cherish those moments who care and concern about me. I just feel so lost. I know it's gonna be like this when i start to enter the workforce. So it's gonna hurt a bit right now. There goes "Oh Lord", the song that i wrote.

I wanna sing a song,
That I can pour my heart out.
Through strums and rhythms,
Every day and night.
Though my neighbours complain,
I still continue to sing.
The feeling of emptiness,
It's unbearable cold.

Oh Lord....
Give me strength.
Show me your path,
So I can walk again.
Oh Lord...
Teach me Love.
I am not perfect.
So change me inside out.

Well, thing just doesn't get any better. I wonder why is it so tough to handle emotions. It is amazing how big size and superior we are, yet we are so weak inside.
Yet it is another bitter escape today.

another bitter escape
8:27 AM